up and down

there are times when i felt like i had the world beneath my feet.

there are times when i felt my world was crushing down upon me.

there are times when i felt like the world has stopped spinning and everything became a void. emptiness. nothing.

these are three utterly different emotions but yet, i experienced all of them in a short span of two weeks.

mood swings, they call it.

***

people prone to mood swings tend to feel very deeply about certain people, actions or events.

tonight, i’m feeling rather disappointed after reading a blog entry of a supposedly close friend.

can someone tell me the definition of friendship?

i’m feeling bad. it hurts finding out things that you don’t really want to.

and i can’t seem to put my thoughts and feelings into words. they evade me.

fuck it lah.

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